Ghismonda with the Heart of Guiscardo (ca.1650, detail) Bernardino Mei
What goes on inside of my head…
- I haven’t eaten anything in 13 hours
- I barely eat, how am I still fat?
- Is anyone else in this room bulimic?
- Maybe I would look good in clothes if I wasn’t fat
- I’m not thin enough to have an eating disorder…
- I should look at more thinspo
- Why does my face look so fat?
- I just want to cry
- Do I exist?
- Wait so if I ate 346 calories today…
- Did I drink enough water?
- Should I binge
- I’m never going to be thin
- I bet she could be a model
- Why did I binge the other day
- I probably gained weight
- I wish my face wasn’t so chubby
- Would anyone care if I dissapeared?
- I would have more freinds if I was skinny
- My freinds eat all the shit they want and they’re still thin…
- I should purge what I just ate
- I should start a fast
- My thighs are huge
- Oh my god she’s so pretty
- I wish I was as thin as her
- Why are my boobs so small?
- I’m hungry…
- I should go drink some tea
- Why do I look so bloated?
- I am a mess
- What even is the meaning of life?
- There is no point
- Maybe people will want to talk to me when i’m thin.
- Food is like a drug
- I should just starve
Guess who’s binged for two days straight?
Me!
Guess who hates themselves for it?
Me!
Guess who now wants to starve for the rest of eternity?
Me!